So I've just learned that my boyfriend is going to be set up with a girl from his homeland. Well, not exactly now, but sooner or later it will. I didn't realize that his family are still up to it. It's just so not mainstream, see. lol
What made me curious, since one of my friend brought it up when I told him this, is that my boyfriend didn't tell his family about his relationship with me, instead he goes on telling me about this in the first place. When I really thought about this I've come to a sense that he is trying to warn me by giving an ultimatum. Or should I say, trying to get rid of me in the softest way.
After realizing that, I asked him when we met. Here's the conversation. Well I've wrapped it up by putting away some details of course. Here goes:
me : "Why didn't you tell your parents about us?"
him : silence
me : "Are you feeling sure about our relationship now?"
him : ". . . not really. I was, but now I'm not so sure."
me : "Why?"
him : he threw me three reasons that made him unsure about our relationship
me : I threw him the heartbreak kind of smile :)
So my conclusion is, if he isn't trying to give me an ultimatum, then he is just trying to test me. All that, because he is currently unsatisfied with who I am. Well, since I like him, and a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do, I'll just stay near his orbit, not in it. Try to cut him (and myself) some slack. I'll just appreciate the time when his not around me, and also the time when his with me. That's gonna be all that matters. Still, about the matchmaking his family got to offer, feels like a time bomb... :(
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